Resilience is the keyword, all that matters when life keeps on knocking you out and letting you fall without a protection. If the balance between going down and getting up is positive, then you will be one of the 20 % of people who believe in their own strenght and resposibility.
What emotion do you link to money? Is it something positive or "earning" means "suffering" to you, as in this movie clip? What seems to be an ordinary cinema story, can teach a lot of things about the "money" theme.
God's plan want to make you experience absence, before presence. It wants to tak your breath away before inebriating you with oxygen, and while it happens you're learning how to be humble.
I've learned that, when the things are getting worse, if what I'm trying to achieve is really what I want, if I don't give up, happiness is waiting for me.